Friday, April 30, 2010


I haven't blogged in almost two months. partially because ive been busy, and partially because ive been so out of it and every time I thought to do it I thought why? no one reads this, my life is boring....who cares? boo hoo party for nichole.
I've been in a rut. I don't know what it is? I lost 27 lbs, and you would think I would be in a dancing happy frenzy from it, but all I can think about is how I need to lose 20. Little miss not content(e). I had to take my dog bestey to the pound. hardest thing ever. I saved her from there 2 years ago, she was abused, wouldn't make eye contact, and pissed herself every time you would talk to her. she got better for awhile, then all of a sudden she became crazy dog aggressive, even to the point of jumping our fence and joining in a dog fight in neighbors yard. scary. I miss her, and I tear up just writing this last crazy long run on sentence about her. We have been working on our house. Tomorrow we are tearing out the front lawn with this outrageous tractor and then will be planting new grass, no more white trash front lawn, yay. At this very moment, Joe is painting our bedroom this deep teal color, kind of reminds me of a peacock. I'm super stoked. We have white crown molding in there, and 6in. baseboards and hardwood should be lovely. Rowan finally started walking, he looks so adorable, like a cute frankenstein.
Well thats it, so exciting huh?